Following signs from the universe can be difficult. But it is o so important to do so otherwise you will
start to lie in a form of fear and feelings of doubt and you start to consider to make
steps based on the voice : I have too.
Thinking is those ways doesn't make us sure about ourselves and the older we get the more
insecure we feel especially when we start to have a family the urge of survival in this world starts to grow inside.
But it is our job to get out of the lets say ego because it is our ego saying
we cannot do things we want to because of different kind of reasons only just to stop us,

We come on earth to act in the life path we wanted to do before we came here on earth,
it is a challenge to listen to our higher selves instead to the ego. But each day of old patterns we need to find a way to be neutral and relaxed in it.
When we come back and didn't do more things out of fear instead out of love we come in a
circle in next lives.
It is not to be afraid of it is a lesson to live more and more in a loving way.

I know someone who was in that position like many others. She always wanted to be in the fashion branch but didn't know how so she started to learn for dressmaker, she enjoyed it and wanted to
go further but she got a blockage on the road and she quit. For a few months she only worked in
a store but wanted to go back to school again so she started to learn for store employee wich she still does. But afters she finished this one she goes back to the one she started as a dress maker.

So it doesn't matter how old you are and how you do it those blockages we get on the way are always the ones asking us to continue ( a lot of people work their way out of it ) but some people still don't
so for them it is a way of learning overcoming their fears.
So we all humans can live in ways we want it.