What we all need is a way to trust, because actually, we all can have what we want,
but we need to believe in the possibility that it is indeed possible and by doing so visualize what you want, don't be negative and see the opposite of the negative part.

The universe is giving us what we expect to have if we want happiness we get happiness that is how the law of attraction actually works.

Angels are here to help us with this kind of things to let it go, we are holding on to a lot of things daily wich is also not good for our heath. Give all of it in the open hands of your angels
and expect them to take care of it, they are really good in this.
all you have to do is to have faith and it may sound weird but don't try to think about it anymore the more you don't think about it can manifest quicker.

During this it may be possible life lessons can come on your path this is because the chance is big you need to learn a few things before it can come to you this is not only to grow the soul but
also to change your perspective on what you have asked for even if it has nothing to do with it, it can only be one tiny thing that can change a lot.